But in the meantime I'm going stir crazy, Patrick si at work all the time and I'm left alone with the baby and animals... and surprisingly they aren't the greatest conversationalists. Most of my time is spent trying to either feed Wiley or pumping breast milk in the hopes of producing more milk so that at some point we can stop with the formula.
I feel dirty constantly, I even bathed earlier and I still feel dirty. I should probably get used to it, I suspect he's going to get worse as he gets older before he gets better (in terms of vomiting, pooping or peeing on me). My face has broken out and I keep touching it because I'm self-conscious about it and bored, which has only made it worse.
Whatever.
I hope to post actual interesting stuff soon, but it's not like the life of a mommy with a newborn baby is all that exciting or glamorous. It's pretty much just feeding him, cleaning him, trying to do other random chores and changing his diapers. Maybe spend time with him the few times he decides he wants to be awake longer than just to feed. I seriously just stared into his eyes just trying to figure out if they're going to change color or not (I suspect they will turn brown but I'm hoping they won't). Other than that I've been sitting here watching New Girl. I should've just watched it when I was breastfeeding--but I get so into it I've watched it for two days straight 'til I caught up. Total time waster. I could be doing more, but not much more.... at least I accomplished something, even if it's useless.
And as usual, I'll try to end with some photos from the other day.
Lupe helping out with tummy time.
Abel came to supervise.
Mommy helping with tummy time.
Lupe and her baby boy.
Family photo time :)
Sweetness.
Me and my sweet baby boy.
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